There is a house I frequently go past that has been vacant for a few years. It is much newer than my house, larger and the property even has a pond.
From the little I know of its history, its build wasn't very rapid, likely due to the unique and customized log-cabin style architecture. A couple years after occupancy, the couple that owned the house prepared for divorce and abandoned the property to the creditors. While the cost may have been prohibitive for one of them to hold on to it, it was unfortunate that there did not even seem to be an attempt to sell it first. Perhaps in the face of a personal and emotional failure, it was just one more thing which was too much.
Empty buildings make me sad - this isn't entirely complete. Empty buildings make me sad as they deteriorate.
I'm not naive in this. I realize that in some cases, the expense of keeping a structure outweighs its usefulness or cost to keep it up. But empty houses take on an aura of depression, and this depression grows to an overwhelming pitch as buildings atrophy.
Houses develop a personality, a psyche, over time. Walking into a freshly completed structure is probably intensely exciting to new home owners. I've never lived that, and the feeling from other's new houses has always been one of intense sterility - akin to walking into a hospital, or furniture showroom. The overwhelming smell of new paint and carpet; the saccharin look of all the unused fixtures; lack of scuff marks showing where people's lives have intersected with chairs and doors, with the floors and counters. When redoing windows in my previous house, then well over 100 years old, I found mischievous etchings in the wood, archaeology and anthropology meet in real, every-day form. The feeling was similar to when I found an old rifle with "Stoby" inscribed in the stock.
I love the feel of an old house. The walls breath with its history. Peoples lives are written in every nook of an old house. And that is part of the reason why seeing houses fall derelict is so depressing.
Pausing in front of an old, empty house, it is possible to imagine all of life's little happinesses that may have happened there. But as the house deteriorates, the happiness seems to slip away, leaving only life's evils. I think that is why old empty buildings are so frequently described as "creepy" - the buildings lose their upbeat spirit, and what is left is fear, anger, and anxiety.
I took refuge from a sudden rainstorm once in an abandoned building. The floor had given way in spots and there was overwhelming evidence of years of animals taking up residence. I looked around and wondered what events had happened in the very spot I was standing. As the rain pattered on the roof, and through it in some places, it almost sounded like voices of the past, a reminder that things weren't always like they are now.
I often wonder what transpired to transform a home into a shell no longer worthy enough to maintain, especially in and around areas that remain populated? Fire and severe damage due to weather leave scars that explain catastrophic devastation. Termites and other insects can render a building dangerous over time. Poor maintenance, particularly as it pertains to weather fastness can be destructive. Yet these issues build slowly over time. Many empty properties are left more in a state of suspended animation. They stand a testament to history, and as a reminder that at one time, the structure was once not only someone's house, but someone's new house.
Over the years it was empty, the house I frequently go past started to look more distressed. Exterior wood needing treatment turned prematurely grey, and wooden clapboards began to fall out of place. Vines started to grow ominously up the side, the chimney was left askew after a windstorm, and trees began standing sentry, blocking the front door.
That vacant log house has recently started to be cleaned up. If other similar properties are any guide, it will go up for sale soon for a fraction of the value of other similar houses in the area, with the caveat that it is strictly sold as is. The house will be set to be transformed back into a home, ready to create more history.
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